The cloister vol. III

Another meme from watercolourblue

1. Reply to this post and I'll pick three of your icons.
2. Make a post (including the meme info) and talk about the icons I chose.
3. Other users can them comment to you and make their own post.
4. This will create a never ending circle...

( She picked these: )

And ok, now that that's done, I've finally seen 2x01 of Pushing Daisies ( and all I have to say is )

( And Supernatural 4x03. HOLYFUCK! )

I miss Sammy's EMO flop mop of hair =( I miss Peter's EMO bangs as well. Everything was better with EMO hair.

It's stupid how much I adore this song. And if I had the time I so would do a fanvid of Rafa to this. Yes, beloved, I believed and I believe still and you're still blowing my mind away and I love ya *misses*

Mwahaha, I've seen it again and in two different places so it counts as double:

When you see this, post another Supernatural quote in your LJ. Let's see how long this can go on.

Sam: You sacrifice everything for me, don’t you think I’d do the same thing for you? You’re my big brother. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for you. (2x22 All Hell Breaks Loose II)
and
Dean: Sammy, I get all tingly when you take control like that. (3x11 Mystery Spot)


My girl Kim's going through a very rough time so this is for her. Dude, I feel like I should have done a Rafa spam, him and his famous ass, because Rafa's ass is love and Rafa's ass loves you and Rafa's ass saves, but I had put this together already and, well, pretty is therapeutic, in any form or way, and that includes a first classpornstar mouth, so here, have a mammoth Jenspam of pretty to keep your mind distracted through the day.
I'm not kidding about it being monstrous, it will kill your modem if you're not careful and it has a stupid amount of Hi-Res 'cos I know Kim loves her some Hi-Res, so ye be warned.

( I know I'm adorable )
I think next time I'm capping and spamming with every single moment where they're drinking coffee, or holding a cup of coffee, or sitting in front of a cup of coffee, because yes, Winchesters+coffee, yes. And it might be almost 1 am over here but the way I've been consuming caffeine lately, yes, gimmeit, I need it all the time, the antidepressives make me dumb and chronically sort of sleepy so I can drink black at midnight and sleep like a baby while taking my pills, but this week I feel like death warmed over because I forgot to get my pharmacy sheets from my doctor and I've been running meds-free for a week when you're not supposed to stop cold turkey but oh gosh, I forgot, so now I'm both sleepless and on a med-low all day long so coffee=life. I'm in total dread of the crash if the caffeine levels get lower than what I've been forcing my body to work on. If it ever happens it's not gonna be pretty. I might need rehab. But that would imply leaving the meds as well and right now I needz them, so no rehab for now. And teh sleepless helped, when do you think I gathered this amount of Jensenness? When I went to look in my SPN folder my Jaredness quadrupled my Jensenness, at least, so I had to get out there and grab me some more. I bet if he'd see this he'd be scared shitless, mwahahaha *collapses*

Meme time. From watercolourblue. Because I poked for a letter and she gave me T.

Comment on this post.
I will give you a letter.
Think of 5 fictional characters (you'd do) and post their names and your comments on these characters in your LJ.

Tom Hanson. (Johnny Depp, 21 Jumpstreet)
Seriously, I know Johnny hated that show but I grew up with 21 Jumpstreet! And Hanson? He was one of my first crushes, he was awesome and cool and he played the sax.

Tyler Durden. (Brad Pitt, Fight Club)
I don't really have to comment much on this one. It was him or Tristan Ludlow from Legends of the fall because even when I don't usually go for Mr Pitt, well, Tristan... Hello? I'd have to be dead not to want to grab that hair and pull. And Tristan has to be one of the coolest names ever. But Tyler wins.

Tom Stall. (Viggo Mortensen, A history of violence)
Because besides being a creepy murderer and Viggo (and you can't lose with Viggo), sex scene on the stairs? Oh yeah.

Trinity. (Carrie-Anne Moss, The Matrix)
Total. Win. Made of awesome.

Thomas Anderson a.k.a. Neo (Keanu Reeves, The Matrix)
Ok, this last one? Was a bit of a debate, but Keanu it is. And I was between Neo and Jack Traven from Speed because, woah, HOT. I'm still mostly 50/50 here, but I had to decide and Thomas is a first name and Traven a last one, so *shrugs*

... I like my sex violent, don't I?

And I asked Kim to do the whole alphabet like this and now I wanna too XP only, my request for only one for each letter is kinda cock-blocking so I'm giving the minimum I can reduce the options to. Meaning I'm leaving a good number of other possibilities off the list. Of which you could assume I'm a slut.

( Cut for shaggadelic fictional to-do list )

Yeah, ok, I'll jump in the bandwagon, it's everywhere and I couldn't resist.


When you see this, post another Supernatural quote in your LJ. Let's see how long this can go on.

Dean: It's a beautiful, natural act, Sam.
Sam: It's a part of you I never wanted to see, Dean

(S3x01. The magnificent seven)


So, ok, things don't look any brighter and they look even worse now, if possible, we'll see, but there could be something catastrophic about to hapen at work and I really don't want to face up to it so allow me to look in the other direction and uselessly ramble about S4x01 of Supernatural. Because I have no one here to talk to about it with the exception of my pooches and they just want me to let them sleep in peace and I really, really loved it, so, yeah.

( Cut for me speaking to myself )

Sorry, I kinda retreated into the un-safe lands of my... my what. My inner island of denial? You know, that place you go to when you just want to hide from absolutely everything and their momma.
But I guess if I have no life at all already and I cut off from the webs what do I have? I have... my tv series and my shelter pooches and loads of stuffs to read but not much else involving interaction. With living, breathing, speaking beings, so, you know, not that I'd miss that type of interaction much or at all, but I miss you guys so I'm here. I'll try not to hide this bad again.
Life sucks, and it kind of went down hill from there, and tons of bad juju piled on us (shelter crew) one after the other, besides family drama which is always fun, and I got so exhausted and saturated that I just wanted to dive in my bed and die to the world and be done with. But I'm trying to kick my ass back into the living here so yeah. Here you have me. With nothing to say but really depressing stuff but here. Which is good. I'm just hoping the horrible things will stop, just for a while, please life? It can't be that hard, just cut us some slack, srsly. I also need my psychiatrist to give me stronger meds. Like, heavy metal stronger.

amyurban, I've just seen your glorious, glorious, beautiful, scrumptious Rafa picspam, I hadn't logged in, thank you so, so, so very much for it, it's amazing! I'm in the process of saving everything from there, love iiiiiit <3

Now, my day's highlight is that Supernatural's back, yey. Which is not really a highlight 'cos after sitting on my hands to avoid looking for spoilers I have to wait until tomorrow or the day after until the episode's uploaded somewhere arggggh, I've been waiting for months now, one more day could just sink me I wants my fucked up bros back nao :B I'm gonna be in bed when everyone and their puppies are watching, buaaah D:

And, ok, Davis Cup. I haven't even seen one DC Rafa pic dudes. That's... not right. Right? Not me. Me not scouting the webs for new Rafa pics then spamming you with teh DC Team Slut is like decaf coffee, it's a disturbance in the force.

O-kay, so, that's it, I need to shake off the depressions and yes life sucks what's new get on with it, there's good stuffs too, there's Barcelona and Kim and her writings and Eric and Karl are finally in the same film and J2 are roomates in Vancouver, yes, I need some dimples I think.



Lookit Eric <3 I've missed him. Stupid tall, dark and hadsome types with the stupid dimples and the stupid shoulders and hands and the stupid fucking huge, gigantic size and built like a shit brick house who can eat their own weight in food and who are obnoxiously loud and goofy and spazzes and dorks to an epic extreme, where would I be without them running inside my brain to keep me company *clings*

When are Dexter and Pushing Daisies coming back? I'd ask when is Heroez coming back but I kinda dread S3. If Peter doesn't get back his EMO hair I don't wanna and that's it. I hate House S5 already XP Major suckage. And I need to finish watching Weeds. And I want BSG back. Yes, I love my internet and my WMP.

I'm about to mini-spam you. Yes.
I was not gonna, because two posts in one day, dude, that's way too much communication for me and it's not even a Holiday, but y'know, Rafa's number one so it's celebration time, so sure, why not, I'll post again.
And doesn't that give you an idea of my life? There's this huge, life changing event and my way of going all out celebrating is: ok, alright, yeah, whatthehell, I'll post twice on the same day on my LJ, wohoo! Part-ay! That's me, and isn't that just the saddest, dorkiest, nerdiest thing you've ever encountered? XD Don't mind me, I'm delirious with joy, I lose at life and I'm enjoying every second of it.
And it goes farther than that, I also ripped off the posting of flesh from watercolourblue because she did and I thought HOT me wants in my journal, and seriously, right now she is the ony part in my brain that works, because she's the beautiful muse living under my bed, don't you know?

Ok, so yeah.
If I ever had the chance of having one thing, just one thing only that could be given to me magically...



And then I'd die happy. Well, no, I'd probably die right there on the spot before having a chance of doing anything naughty to/for/at this miracle of a being, my luck sucks like that, but whatever.

( A couple more )

I'm stealing the idea from watercolourblue because it's awesome.



YES IT'S OFFICIAL NOW AND I HAVE EVERY DAMN RIGHT TO GO NUTS AND CAPS ABUSE LIKE A MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll probably post something more coherent later, or more complete, maybe a mega spam for our champion. I don't know. But that's later. When I've had time to come down. Right now I just wanna spread the love while I have fresh tears of joy here and my hands are trembling still.
Because I don't think I'll ever see with my very own eyes what this boy has been showing me. Us. This year. And from the beginning of his career. And how thankful I am of that, of following him, and of having had the chance to have him while I'm down here, because as I replied to someone on a comment not long ago, this boy makes me love life.

Thank you Rafa, and congratulations, you deserve EVERYTHING.

Yaye!! *does the shuffle*

I do wish it had been Rafa vs Andy today, but nevertheless, yay! First Masters shield! Er, before the Masters disappear, so wohoo! Excellent work baby. Should have closed that at 5-3, though, but am not complaining.



That's right babe, Masters champions at last.

I didn't get to see the award ceremony, only the scrumptious grope HUG at the net, so what did Nole do? Did he try to hump Andy from behind? Or, what, did he try to steal the Masters trophy? XD Nole <3

( Some more Andy lovin' because, well, I loff him )

And off-topic here but I couldn't hold until August 13, I got me the cam original version of the Dark Knight and watched it. Do not regret it in the least. You guys... awesome and fantastic don't even begin to cover just how much this movie kicks ass. I adore it. I wanna memorize every single Joker line, I swear. Also? Gary Oldman rawks. Well, all of them rawk, just... *in love with DK*

He's just kicking ass and taking names, now.

It wasn't his best performance, true, but he pulled through, and that's all that matters.

Holy jeezas, but that tone of blue makes him look even humpable, how can that be possible?



Just look at those killer dimples *babbles incoherently*

( A couple more because he's that awesome )

Rafa's back in action, weeee. And I feel like Wimbledon was just yesterday, dude, I'm still emotionally tired form that one. But other than checking on how the baby's doing I totally quit it with the getting crushed as my guys go down one after another. Er, for this one week, that is, there's lotsa juicy drama to be had in what's left of the season!

Here, I'm giving the remaining answers to the Movie Quote meme.

2: Blade Runner. *gives the flist a hard stare* Honestly, dudes, this one? It is a classic, shame on y'all. Ok, whatever, I'm positive if you'd quote some Bergman or Wilder on me I'd go Bzuh? 0_o so, ok, fair enough.
3: Memento
5: Hard Core Logo. I'll admit I wasn't expecting anyone to know this one, it is more than just a bit obscure, you'd have to be a big Callum Keith Rennie or Hugh Dillon/Headstones fan to even know that this exists.
7: Snatch
13: Four Rooms.

So, more than half guessed, not bad, not bad.

Er... now can I... do one with TV series? Pleeeeeeeeeeeeaze? XD They're gonna be all quite easy 'cos I make it very public what kind of tv I perv on... well, ok, really easy with maybe one or two exceptions, so here, let's get it on:

1. Your lips say no. Your shoes say yes. - Well, they’re French. Can’t trust a word they say.

2. If I'd wanted to mingle with a bunch of geeks wearing leotards I'd have stayed in art school.

3. They're fairly regular, the beatings, yeah.

4. Our babies will be smart and beautiful.

5. You've gotta see the world as it is, the only way you'll learn how to save it.

6. Mom, I wanna be a model - Get an eating disorder, then we'll talk.

7. How could it get any worse? Some alien made you its bitch! - They… they made me…slow dance! Supernatural stewardess // ladykatiewench@LJ

8. Wake up and smell the psychosis.

9. I'll beat you to death with this empty gun. Due South stewardess // sleepwalkerfish@LJ

10. Needless to say I have some unusual habits, yet all these socially acceptable people can't wait to pick up hammers and publicly smash their food to bits. Normal people are so hostile.

11. You kinky son of a bitch, we don't swing that way. Supernatural ladykatiewench@LJ

12. Mine is an evil laugh. Now die! Firefly stewardess // ladykatiewench@LJ

13. It's pathetic. My screen name has more fun than I do. Queer as Folk sleepwalkerfish@LJ


Heh, ok, I'll stop it now, I swear.
Hm. You know? I think I need to change my mood theme for a time. As much as I adore my Rafa theme I think it needs updating, and I don't have time to sit and update it with all the fresh, yummy, juicy Rafa pics from 2007 and 2008 for now, so while I get that time to dust off the photoshop and re-upload I'll pick a temporary one. Not sure about what though...


And omg kiwirazzi's just sent me a text saying that she's got The Reds right there in front of her right now OMFG MY REDS!!! Suddenly my life feels pathetic and insignificant compared to hers XDDDDDDD

Hi there :B

Ok, after threats to come raid my secret hiding place (nunnery in Siberia) and a couple of pokes from flist memebers I apologize for going MIA.
Truth is... I just... lost touch with stuffs here.
Too much work was one reason, but I would have had time to come and geek out here, I've always pulled time out of the hat before, just, and it sounds pathetic, I had nothing to say :B
I know, having no Life, whatsoever, hasn't stopped me before, just, I dunno... nothing to babble about. Or spam. I think the Euro Cup and the Wimbledon numbers left me completely dry.

Here for now, anyway. If I disappear again do not fear for me, I'm around, probably either working extra-shifts or sprawled dying in my bed under a fan drinking iced coffee while watching the Supernatural seasons for the eleventh time as I melt in this hellish heat thinking "I should probably give the flist a shout... and post about... erm... uh... *brain flatlines"

I become more and more of an idiot as I grow older, I swear.

Still nothiing to say XP
So I'll meme.
Snagged from watercolourblue, the movie quote meme.
You know, tell me the films these quotes are from and I'll go scratching the ones rightly answered. No cut 'cos I'm a lazy sob. And I'm posting 13 instead of 10 'cos I'm badass like that XPPPPPPPPP

1. It's always the same thing. It's when you start to become really afraid of death that you learn to appreciate life. Do you like life, sweetheart?

2. I have had people walk out on me before, but not... when I was being so charming.
Nothing is worse than having an itch you can never scratch! - Blade runner

3. I have to believe that when my eyes are closed, the world's still there. Do I believe the world's still there? Is it still out there?... Yeah. We all need mirrors to remind ourselves who we are. I'm no different.

4. Who cares who you two fucked when you come that fast!

5. I can't come to the phone right now, I'm eating corn chips and masturbating. Please leave a message.

6. I'd rather drink my own urine. - I hear it can be quite tasty with a slice of lemon.

7. You should never underestimate the predictability of stupidity.

8. My God. I haven't been fucked like that since grade school.

9. Fuckin'- What the fuckin'. Fuck. Who the fuck fucked this fucking... How did you two fucking fucks... FUCK!

10. We set out to change the world... ended up just changing ourselves. - What's wrong with that? - Nothing, if you don't look at the world.

11. The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn't exist. And poof. Just like that, he's gone.

12. Now if it's a manager, that's a different story. Managers know better than to fuck around, so if you get one that's giving you static, he probably thinks he's a real cowboy, so you gotta break that son of a bitch in two. If you wanna know something and he won't tell you, cut off one of his fingers. The little one. Then tell him his thumb's next. After that he'll tell you if he wears ladies underwear. I'm hungry. Let's get a taco.

13. I could go on and on about his cock, his bone, his knob, his bishop, wang, thang, rod, hot rod, hump mobile, oscar, dong, dagger, banana, cucumber, salami, sausage, kielbassa, schlong, dink, tool, big ben, Mr. Happy, Peter Pecker, pee-pee, wee-wee, wiener, pisser, pistol, piston joint, hose, horn, middle leg, third leg, meat, stick, joystick, dipstick, one-eyed wonder, junior, little head, little guy, rumple foreskin, tootsie roll, love muscle, skin flute, roto-rooter, snake, hammer, rammer, spammer, bazooka, rubber, chubby, sticky, stubby, schmeck, schmuck, schvantze, ying-yang, yang...

I'm just... I can't... I mean... *shuddery breath*



I think I'm just... gonna go sit in my little corner and cry real hard. While I smile like an idiot.




And can there be anything better than cat!Rafa walking all over the Wimbledon roofs to hug his family and the prince and princess? I could hear the purists having kittens when he broke the protocols and just climbed everywhere XD

You have to be fucking joking

I hate you, Universe. I. HATE. YOU.

Hey, Harryhausen turns 88 today!

Er, RANDOM! you must think. Yeah, well... it is, actually. Buy if there are any 80's kids around, you know, do you remember? 'cos I do remember sitting to watch "Clash of the Titans" and it blew my 7 year old mind away. The creatures and Pegasus flying! And the Kraken (which was so not the way I had imagined it when I read about it in my little Greek Mythology dictionary, but whatever). I so wanted a Pegasus and a golden owl XD

So... yeah, random. But it's just that I'm so nervous about tonight's Euro match and about tomorrow's Rafa match that I can't sit still, I feel like crawling up walls and jumping out of my skin but I swear I've only had one cup of coffee and I haven't ODed on sugar, honestly, yet I'm ADDing like a motherfucker, I have the attention span of... I dunno, a meerkat on crack and a sugar/caffeine rush on top. Or maybe that's a Nole on crack and a sugar/caffeine rush on top. I tried to write a bit but that didn't go well, I couldn't finish one line before I was getting up and then sitting down and then checking out communities and reading stuffs and downloading some pics and opening and closing unfinished icons and staring off into space thinking about bunnies that will never get written and checking emails and trying to answer them then saving drafts because I can't finish writing the replies, then getting up and sitting down again and... yeah, well, you get the idea.
My computer is in pain from this, it's being subjected to abuse and ADDing.
I've bitten my nails to the quick. And I don't normally bite my nails.

So what to do with my complete and utter lack of focus, here?
A Zombie meme! Yes XD

Snagged from blankversesfic:

You are in a mall when the zombies attack. You have:
1. one weapon.
2. one song blasting on the speakers.
3. one famous person to fight alongside you.

* Weapon can be real or fictional; you may assume endless ammo if applicable. Person can be real or fictional.

( Ok yes, killing zombies, good, harmless fun! *claps hands* )

And that's about it. But tomorrow? I just need to see ( this from Rafa, ok? )

I won't take anything less than supreme victory and ass-whooping.

And the same goes for La Selección tonight, y'all!

I can't believe it yet so, would you just hold me here for a minute? While my brain stops flipping out.



I'm... yeah, I'm not as frantic as other days but it's just that they played so great in the second half. I honestly didn't believe they had it in them.

And we're on the final. Dude. On the Euro final. I'm still processing that. Euro final ... I mean... Come again!?!? I know!!!


Only draw back is... ( we lost our Villa in the way :(((( )


But we have all the rest, and they did it great tonight, just great! So Vamos España! *gets a little hopeful*

WHO IS THE BEAST GOALIE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD?



DAMN RIGHT!!! IKER I WANNA HAVE UR GOALKEEPER SPAWNS. After David'sd had his way with you.

AND I'M PLANNING ON CAPSABUSING UNTIL MY FINGERS ROT AND FALL OFF!!!!!

BECAUSE WE'RE IN SEMIS!!! AND IF YOU DON'T REALLY GET THAT IT MEANS THAT SPAIN HAS BROKEN THE QUARTERFINALS CURSE!!!
Let me repeat that: Spain has moved past the quarterfinals. DUDEHOLYSHIT!!!!!

Now, don't think that for one minute I buy into the whole Podemos! Podemos! bandwagon... but holyfuckandgodalmighty we went past the quarterfinals of DOOM!!!!! ASDFGHJKLÑKJHGWQERTYUIOMNBVSEZXCTYGHASDF!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And just a couple of pics because I can't just not celebrate this right now, there are cars honking on the streets at midnight and people dancing and jumping up and down with Spanish flags on the streets in Madrid, I just have to join.

( Oh come join the spainpile and be joyful )

How many posts beginning with OMG!!! has this boy made me babblewrite so far? No idea. Don't give a flying fuck.

OMFG MY BOY! MY BOY!! FIRST GRASS COURT TITLE! AGAINST NOLE! OMFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFG!!



And here goes the mandatory Rafa-Sunday spam following trophy-bitage Sundays. God I had missed these victorious Sundays. Well... technically I had missed posting about the victorious Sundays because excepting Rome I've had one after another non-stop, pretty much since April. Weeeeeeeeh!

( Spammage and grass )

Just... ohmygod.
Ohmygod
OHMYGOD

And he returned the bagel. Ohmygod.
Without losing one set in the whole tournament.
Invict in Roland Garros.
He'll become the greatest player on clay that's ever been. If he isn't already.

He's not the king of clay, he's the freaking god of clay, he owns clay. *claygasms/dorks*



Frankly, I hoped he would do some serious ass kicking today but he didn't just kicked it, he got medieval with that ass. YEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS XD

It feels so good, to do this for Nike now:

2005
2006
2007
2008


It's hard to believe it's already over. And that he did win it again. And that he won it again like that.